Monday, December 17, 2012

12/17/12 9PM

So, these past few days have been crazy as fuck. On Friday, I heard about the shooting and thought to myself: Why would someone even kill children? Those sweet little angels did nothing to deserve it! It made me really sad and angry. It brought tears to my eyes.
On Saturday I auditioned and I might be getting a villain role. I didnt get the exact role(s) I wanted, but, it feels good to be back into acting after a 3 and a half year hiatus.
I've actually been missing a guy I think I've been falling in love with. I haven't talked with him in a week. The worst part is that, he's a penpal (which means he lives faraway) that I've known for almost a year and have gotten closer to lately. We've shared our deepest, darkest secrets with eachother.  We've laughed together, we've cried together and that's what makes me feel like I have a connection with him. I've talked to him face to face, but haven't met in "real life" as they call it... I'm scared shitless to tell him how I feel.
Plus, something happened today that I might talk about later on and I currently have mixed feelings. Fuck.
On a positive note, today I got a letter that I was looking forward to getting. I've been catching up on my penpalling, so, that's a plus! I have a lot of penpals. 2012 was a good year for me to meet friends and possible love interests, like the one I've mentioned a few lines ago...
This week I find out if I still get the villain role and when I start rehearsing. I'll keep you posted.

Mood: Mixed Emotions
Music: Tarja- I Walk Alone

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