Hello my darlings,
Well, the world was said to end on Friday, but last I checked... We're still here motherfuckers!!!
These past few days have been ok. Unfortunately, I caught a cold, so, I am feeling miserable as I type... Grrrr... Hopefully tomorrow I'll be alright. Tomorrow is Christmas Eve and I am irritated. I am pissed off at the fact that there's no snow (it hasn't snowed at all this year.... FUCK!) and then there will be some family drama to deal with. I must admit that there I don't like 50% of my extended family. But, I also have adoptive family members that I adore. This year, I have met so many new friends at work and online/snail mail (through penpalling) and most of those friends have become my best friends. I also have 7 new big brothers (three from work <Alex, Bernie, and Andre>, and then a guy from Finland, a guy from South Africa, a guy from Algeria and a guy from Iran) and then Bastian and Heinrich (my actual "adoptive" big brothers) Sometimes I feel more comfortable talking to my friends (and new big brothers) than I do with some family members because they won't judge me and they'll support me. Plus, they will hear me out unlike my mom whenever I try to tell her what goes on in my mind because she and I are polar opposites. Anyway, I'll start talking about the good things today^^
Today I talked to 3 friends of mine. One of which I haven't talked to for a while and missed so much. That same friend made me laugh and smile when I was feeling down (and he didn't even know that I was feeling like shit!) and I just have to say that I love him so much for that! But, I'm still scared of telling him how I feel about him even though I shouldn't be.
We'll see what Christmas brings! Happy Holidays!
Well, the world was said to end on Friday, but last I checked... We're still here motherfuckers!!!
These past few days have been ok. Unfortunately, I caught a cold, so, I am feeling miserable as I type... Grrrr... Hopefully tomorrow I'll be alright. Tomorrow is Christmas Eve and I am irritated. I am pissed off at the fact that there's no snow (it hasn't snowed at all this year.... FUCK!) and then there will be some family drama to deal with. I must admit that there I don't like 50% of my extended family. But, I also have adoptive family members that I adore. This year, I have met so many new friends at work and online/snail mail (through penpalling) and most of those friends have become my best friends. I also have 7 new big brothers (three from work <Alex, Bernie, and Andre>, and then a guy from Finland, a guy from South Africa, a guy from Algeria and a guy from Iran) and then Bastian and Heinrich (my actual "adoptive" big brothers) Sometimes I feel more comfortable talking to my friends (and new big brothers) than I do with some family members because they won't judge me and they'll support me. Plus, they will hear me out unlike my mom whenever I try to tell her what goes on in my mind because she and I are polar opposites. Anyway, I'll start talking about the good things today^^
Today I talked to 3 friends of mine. One of which I haven't talked to for a while and missed so much. That same friend made me laugh and smile when I was feeling down (and he didn't even know that I was feeling like shit!) and I just have to say that I love him so much for that! But, I'm still scared of telling him how I feel about him even though I shouldn't be.
We'll see what Christmas brings! Happy Holidays!
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